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There is a godess which I came in contact without ever having called her, She arrived after serious moonworkings in enochia, and its her which Crowley entitles The priestess of the silver star in his Vision and the Voice. My relation to her is family like from first minute. We are bound together of powers we wouldnt be fools to challenge or even question. She is the master of feeling and sensitivity, ranging from the worst to the very best. She is the one who gives value to the phenomena of meaning. To get in touch with her, try the aethers where Crowley met her, or call her by Godform assumption (see Liber O) using the attributes of the Atu of The High Priestess = G. Page index: 1) PYR GX: A little comment from Her on the II-76 solutions. |
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PYR GX
I call her by Godform assumption like that of the ATU Highpriestess.
But with the name of the sumerian Moongodess Sin, as that is the name
I hear when I focus upon the form. She eventually appears in bloody red,
holding the moon crescent raised by one hand and the pentagram raised
in the other. PYR GX The scribe: ”High Priestess : Give us thy vision, thy will.” The Godess: 1) “Will? My Will? 2) Radiance that does, that goes, that fares furious as in any other mode, anyway. 3) The mercy that hates and in ways do melt with grins in the softness of the prolongeth enduration of the putrefactionary wounds – That is not me – though I know every little inch of it. 4) This mercy is not of me, I cannot say of whom, for
she aint to me – I know her not. 5) Plumes. The old ones. 6) I hate to see her cry, as the wound she is, unnessesary, but of twain will. *I*I*I*I*I*I*I*I* 7) Hear me rather now. Belittle not the small ones, but
take them silently as they are and heed: 8) This is it. 9) Where I go astray in fury, damned and despised, failure
and banishment, --- and then I do see. IT SIMPLY DIES. 10) From the cold ash is there no radiance, only silence.
11) The old circumference of the lot, can be spendt in Grace. 12) The Sirens do call now as ever and they do warn as well. 13) Kings rule, Kings go, Kings maintain their lot. Heed me better from now on. *I*I*I*I*I*I**I*I*I*I*I**I**I*I*I*I*I*I*I**I*I*I*I*I*I*I*I*I*I**I*I*I*I*I*I*I*
1) She politely pretends to be surprised, instead of saying, “thats not what you wanted to hear, you wanted to hear why your impurities are making you suffer.” I was still pretty new to magick and I was at the time working with the 6=5 process ( According to the A:.A:.) Its heavy and difficult. 2) She answers my vocalized question, and goes on to answer my real question
in paragraphs 3,4 & 6. 5) Possibly a reference to her prefered dressing as of Egypt. 7-13 4 & 6 There is an archetypal wound in our system. If we have got a cut at a time, it is possible to milk pain and sorrow from this in unproportionate scales, just by recalling the wound. For those who accept the forces of the wound, they quickly gather and set up their hierarchy based upon who have suffered most. The worst of threats is of course the suicide. "Give me this or I will have to commit suicide." Implicit is the understanding that this threat can hardly be used, as it immediately lowers the threats value, the same way as inflation. Cynicism can seem to be a good way of defense against the blackmail,
but the shutdown of emotions will reduce awareness and we might end up
losing other things because our perceptions are lowered. Also it would
harden and alieniate us and also make us not heal those who simply needs
a cure. There is a war between the broken heart and the healthy heart. Where there is a glowing broken heart, others will find that it is very difficult to keep an open heart. This because the threat is already working, the pain is present and the fear of pain is doing what it can to close down the healthy heart for avoiding the pain to come. This is one of the reasons why The Priestess is giving the sacrament of pain. The ability to face and withstand pain is still one of the qualities which marks the strong. Those who cannot withstand the Ordeal of pain of the Priestess will find a "cure" by her sister who deafens the perceptions in accordance with her agenda, in the same way that The Original Priestess has got integrity and immunity against pain, for so goes the play between light and shadow.
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The Priestess of the Silver Star, the Path Gimel and the Office of the High Priestess. Do what
thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law. This document is meant to be seen as inspirational only, if anyone gets
inspired and sees the chance of using methods as indicated herein, they
will also have to rely on their own solutions as this doesnt tell everything. The High Priestess and the Scarlet Woman. The ATU of the Priestess planetary attribution is the Moon. And the Godesses
behind this figure have seen to be Nuit and Isis. The main text of inspiration
for this role I have seen been the first Chapter of the Book of the Law.
The path of the High Priestess = G So, here are the points found yet that then describe the ethical virtues of value to the High Priestess of the Silver Star. 1. Detachment ! "Now, therefore, I am known to ye by my name Nuit, and to him by a secret name which I will give him when at last he knoweth me. Since I am Infinite Space, and the Infinite Stars thereof, do ye also thus. Bind nothing! Let there be no difference made among you between any one thing & any other thing; for thereby there cometh hurt." AL I.22 "If this be not aright; if ye confound the space-marks, saying: They are one; or saying, They are many; if the ritual be not ever unto me: then expect the direful judgments of Ra Hoor Khuit!" AL I.52 The High Priestess develops detachment to everything by the virtue of her attachment to the couple of Nuit and Hadit that is None indeed. As a result, any paradigm is feasible for her to play with, because she leaves it where she found it; untouched, as she never become attached to it. And she becomes free to touch everything more firmly than any other as she gains confidence about her holy position. She uses her adaptability and way of assimiliation to take enter the position of all entities; Gods, Saints and then also devils, learning the facets of it all. She gives her commitments as she will and withdraws them as she will, guarding her path by not promising overmuch. If her loyalty is elsewhere she should know this before even assuming her office. Her loyalty to Nuit and Hadit is her prime mover and safety rule nr 1 to her heavy labour and without them she is in vain. Therefore is her work made easier in a community which have got a clearly set up Official for her. Nuit and Hadit disappears at times, but simply appearing officially may be the little miracle that brings her back in duty and touch again. Ever to me ! Detachment may seem to be attained by two methods, inhibition or expansion.
The first method leads to the cold heart as restrictions to action may
be put to own person as the response to disappointment, fear and failures.
This is obviously no good solution, even if the cold, closed and armoured
heart may seem to function very well at times, and things may be effectuated.
Also note that disappointment is an emotion, but the decision which adjusts
later actions like "never go to that place again" is a thought,
that is in accordance with the small worldview of the little disappointed
feeler. This link can be broken by reconsidering modes of conduct previously
decided in low times. This may help restoring dignity lost. This full detachment which is considered herein, is not made possible
before one has attained the mystic essence of Tiphareth, as its by that
point one truly gains access to the macrocosmos, and its the point zero
blank of any human. Any premature attempts on this detachment is likely
to happen by avoidance, denial and restriction. As the Human DOES belong
to the world, he and she shall also be attached there. Schizoidism and
alienation are the virtues of coldness which is likely to sneak upon the
premature. Just by having the mystic essence of Tiphareth and its lamp
and the extraction of all consciousness into this point is this kind of
detachment sane. The way of excess is to explore the world and self with passion and this leads us to the next point:
The Priestess explores with enthusiasm the range of perceptions that
all her bodily mechanisms can provide. Her sensitivity is brough from
peak to peak, and she lustrates herself by exploring the failures of pain,
as much as the delicacy of extacy. Her confidence in the everpresence
of the divine couple, makes her also let go from extacy over to labour
without tears. The abstinence of extacy is removed by an anger flowing
fast through the body and leaves it ready to face what comes next. (Check
out the P=8 vials of wrath in I ged) She developes empathy to a level which christians even didnt dream of.
But the Priestess knowing emotions as simply feelings isnt necessarily
moved by the contents. If there be wounds around, she rather sorts out
the practical manners of nursing, sticking to the Beasts teachings on
the effective and practical application of will, rather than partaking
in and developing a pitiful weep-out party. Still she doesnt forget or
ignore the sublimity of the human touch and the intensity of tenderness,
as they mean more to us than generally acknowledged. The body have a way of storing memories that will at times seem very
commanding. It stores failures, and memory of violence and the apparent
cause of violence. This is fought by the virtue of the Moon. The Moon
is childlike in its relation to time and it lives preferably in the here
and now. This may to the Saturnian person make the moon seem reckless,
unpredictable and of course lunatic, but here be gifts to be explored. Crowleys instruction in the Gnostic Mass: Crowleys use of irony should be apparent in his calling for the Priestess to be Virgo Intacta in his version of the Gnostic Mass. With Liber AL vel Legis calling for Mary inviolate to be torn upon the wheels, its certain that chastity in every way holds no virtue in Thelemic doctrine. Rather the Priestess should be self-contained, a complete woman unto herself and though desirous of connecting with a lover, not needing this to prove her own worth. Rather, she seeks a sensual connection to life. And she focuses on her perceptions, trains her body to be her finest instrument which she trains as a channel for the forces of life. One might make a study of the writings of Kirkegaard on this matter and even the writings of Anais Nin. But she is known for her style and grace, and through it so many virtues can be shown. Her seat on that altar equally shows the discipline in her pose and the style and grace that she brings to the Mass and to the community.
We see that this choice may seem to be outside the system of A:.A:. in
that this system is designed to bring forth the human point in the form
of a Logos; the Magician and Mage, and also avoid mystics and sneaks to
partake in it. Hilde who explored this path first and have been my main source of inspiration,
did not expound this part, but she once burst out in anger and left no
doubt behind about her choice : In combining this option with A:.A:. we can consider the following: She
may regard all names taken in the A:.A:. as mottos (modes of action) instead
of names, which represent her solutions to progress that specific states
that the A:.A:. degree happens to be about. And as the Priestess draws powers from the continuous all the time in
her Office, her choice becomes natural.
Knowledge is one of her tools. Carefully, not attaching any personal value to any philosophical branch, she uses them all. Her personal engagement is rather found in the coordination of currents in our collective consciousness. Bringing them forth as she or others could use them. She uses her knowledge deliberately and freely in building paradigms, that to her are as casting of a circle. She is girt with the Sword of Knowledge as one of the flaming swords that guard the gates of Paradise. Her particular brand of Magick is close to mystisism, but isnt. She have
noticed that when practising magick there follows larger waves of currents
which we term initationcurrents. These pulls one through the domaine of
solipsism as well as illumination. She have identified these as temporary
currents belonging to the sephiroth and denies their appalling dominance.
She insists on the supremacy of a higher reality and wants to be alert
and prepared for any situation that is likely to happen in a magickal
community. She therefore specialises in banishing to be able to withdraw
to her balanced center if thats whats needed or wanted, equating the discipline
of banishing as an adoration unto Nuit. Or she uses her philosophy to
interprete the temporary reality as it occurs, finds the solution in formulaes
and creates a rite, or bursts out in spontanious ritual that completes
and fulfills the paradigm and uses the released energy to create a willed
paradigm, or lets it pass further on natural. In overcoming daath she dedicates herself to the three weapons; Dagger,
scourge and Chain and their study and use, and of course the Holy oil.
She eventually builds the Trident in her body and raises it. 5. Radiance Her ultimate source of power is gained through the coupling of Nuit and
Hadit as Binah and Chokmah and described symbolically in the Gnostic Mass.
And their culmination to a polarity involving Ra-Hoor-Khuit (Tiphareth
the Childe of her work also approached from the lower side of the Abyss
through the formula of ON) and Kether, raising the Aspiration to Kether
and nourishing the collective Thelemic community thereby. The process
of the Chokmah-Binah polarity is automatic and therefore is the Trident
her favorite weapon, as depicted by her pose in her Atu. Khabs am Pekht - Light in Extension. Love is the law, love under will. Fr.
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The Gimel Pentagram Ritual *II*III*II*
Rise and give three fold sign – remaining in the
sign of Apophis-Typhon to invoke whatever force thou wishest to invoke.
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The Word of the Priestess of the Silver Star. And here follows words I heard in a recent meeting which followed after a working on the Word STO. 27 Nov 2004 e. n. I*I*I*I*I*II*I*I*I*I*I*I*I*I*I*I*I*I*I*I*I*I*I*I*I*I**I*I*I**I*I*I* She: To the Threshold of the sane certain vigours occur; Sirens! OM BA TA NI Now when these things are written you can ask me a question." She makes ready to leave and answers the other questions she have found in me, of which I wasnt aware: "One: Thou carest about me as I of you. These things being said, know me to be faint, but of strength
immeasurable. The agent is more than she seems to be, wherefore the agent
is appreciated. A little picture on the words use: I*I***I*I*I*I*IIII*I*I*III*III*II*I**II**III*I*I*II*I*IIIII*I*I*I*I*II*II*III*II*II*II**I
OK Another riddle which I havent solved, but it works neatly to summon her grace.
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the christians repeat at their given times their bible quotes including
citations regarding the word. I never found these quotes very revealing
or cleartalking. But if the ancients theology conscerning the Word was
so foundational and important to us, its impact must somehow show itself
to us in the more mundane, now as the secularization is a clear success,
and the followers of the Word in accordance with the old tradition are
a rarity. Following trends and fashion is at times a very despised activity, as
the following and mimicking is regarded as a slavic action, and not something
which pronounces individuality. Following the herd is the sign of the
clone, the one without knowledge about own soul. But still; mimicking
and study is the work of the student, and for learning things and getting
to the core of things, the method of "fake it, fake it, till you
make it" is something which have learned humanity more than avoidance
in arrogance.
The Word of all Words. Once I was allowed to the presence of the unity of Brahma,Vishnu and
Shiva. They; invisibly melted and reformed in the blacklight of silence.
I thought; How could I forget that Word? I who have spendt so much time
on writing so many tables containing hierarchies of names laughed out
loud as I understood, and felt their presence. And I understood what they
wanted me to understand, that the nature of the Word is misunderstood.
The AUM is the sound that vibrates through all creation, AUM as we say
it, is the symbol we use to achieve AUM; the phenomena. Therefore AUM
is not AUM, as it is the word to achieve AUM, it could just as well be
the word which labeled our lack of AUM.
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